- White Knight IDIOT
- Pick Me Girl FOOL
- NOBODY wants you, not even as a friend
- Nobody will EVER want you
- You have NOTHING to offer
- You are NOTHING
Hope is the enemy. Hope corrodes the soul, disfigures the spirit. I need to remember that I have nothing for anyone, nobody wants anything I have to give. I've been chanting these reminders to keep top of mind that I'm stupid, an idiot, a moron, a fool to think I could offer anyone anything. I'm old, fat and ugly. I'm neurotic, boring and broken. The sooner I accept that and kill all possibility of hope, the better.
Sometimes I wish I had the courage to end myself.
Hello, hello
Let me tell you what it's like to be a zero, zero
Let me show you what it's like to always feel, feel
Like I'm empty and there's nothing really real, real
I'm looking for a way out
Hello, hello
Let me tell you what it's like to be a zero, zero
Let me show you what it's like to never feel, feel
Like I'm good enough for anything that's real, real
I'm looking for a way out
{Imagine Dragons, "Zero"}
I may be having a bit of a
nervous breakdown
